Anastasia Ann

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Starting a new life in a new place and environment is not something sooo easy to be done. It need good strong will power to adapt to the people surrounding and good reason to like that place and called it a home, or in my case office sweet office. Imagine having to be in that place for 9 hours out of our 24/7 everday, sure of course confirmlah kita perlukan tempat yang can provide a comfort at heart, a happy place.

The truth is, I like my company right now. I like the people around me. I love my colleagues more and more and more. I can actually talk and laugh and tell story and just chat and give hugs and more hugs and spread my love all around even tho I have only been there for about 1 month, hurm such a short period kan.. I wonder why they all said it feels like I have been there for so long. Aiyaaak I like being newbies, can always always act like fools, make mistakes and ask hand for help. teheee.

But then ar, I don’t really like the atmoshphere. The human relationship against one and each other. The heat. The grudge. The unhappy feelings. The fake smiles. The backstabbers. What the hell is going on acctually? Can’t we just be a family? Big happy family that cares against each other, that give love and protect one another? Can’t we just be friends, a hand in need, a shoulder to lean on, a smile to share and a story to tell everyday?

I always believe, tho if we are doing a very very very stressful work, we almost feel like dying and giving up, tho the salary is too small compared than what we can get somewhere else, tho the holiday is very very less shit you can only dream of a nice relaxing heavenly vacation trip, but then the environments is very happening, supportive, helpful and happy go lucky, with so much loves and cares and sincerity, certainly that will always always always give you a reason to wake up every morning and smile, just thinking of the upcoming 9 hours adventurous family time with your colleagues.

Today I got another call for interview, I wonder around, should I go or just reject. After having quite a job, I should have straight away made up my mind. But today I hesitate. I gave my heart to this few people, but I heard they all thinking of leaving as well. That broke my heart. What should I do?