Miss me, miss you more!
Got a call from a very good friend from my previous previous life just now. It make me realized that somewhere somehow there still have a few people from some corner of the world still thinking about me and miss me just like I do. I miss you guys so much too. Nothing feel right when I am not with you.
Indeed life is, too much unpredictable thing happen again and again. Perhaps now you are wondering what exactly is happening to my life, perhaps you just wanna say hi, perhaps you truly do miss me like you say. Its a long chat, as if we begin creating a good relationship again. But then there’s always this awkward muted, in deep silence, my head stop thinking and don’t know what to say or respond or ask. A never happen situation between us long time ago. Hurm it really does feel like its been ages since we last talk kan.
Funny. I remember how we used to lay down in the bed, building our dreams, imagining our future. One day I am going to be a very successful woman, while you be the greatest executive ever. If I am the gaban, you will always be the ultraman. Haha, Infact there’s nothing in the world we can’t be. We’ll talk from night to dawn just about everything. Faith, dreams. But guess what, girl I think I am losing all that faith now. Slowly it dissapear.
My life is just a flow, a flow that I simply just follow and never did try to make an effort to lead it the way I wanted it to be cause I myself do not even know what I wanted in this one life. Funny how the smart me is actually very silly and stupid could not even handle my own life. Its heartbroken right? Anyway, I am glad to hear of what you made your self. I am proud of you girl.
And I really do miss you too all this while. Thanks for calling, do call me again ya.. Love you.
