Anastasia Ann

Arrive home safely, 2 hours ago. Its jammed everywhere, I heard today got so many function organize in the city. Ada hari OKU la, hari Industri la, ada hari PDRM la, ish macam-macam. Me? Doesn’t really feel like going out. Since my sis in law and brother have to get involved in those activities, left the two of us at home. Sara is still in her buaian, fall asleep since 2.30 pm.  If only I can have that kind of sleep. Sigh*

By the way, I manage to get 1 hour nap, after taking more and more pills. Crazy! I think one day I am going to be addicted to those kind of treatment, feeling so down because of my sleeping problem. See my sepet eyes is getting dark circle day by day. I don’t know how long can tahan, my body is getting weaker, and seriously I have no mood to talk or feel to minggle around my collegue.

Plus lagi lagi with my work that I cannot seem to understand more and more, spend the whole day trying to find the difference by 1 stupid cent to balance my cash in hand, geram dan sakit hati, what a waste of time! But thats work, am trying hard to keep my positive attitude ni here. This is the kind of feel that I want to leave 5 years ago when choosing my degree course. I hate feeling unsatisfiedly down because of those imbalance.

Something is going on around my work environment lately. Sure can feel the heat, cannot escape one. Big companies always like this laa. Politics suck! There are a few people that I don’t really like in this new place. They are very fussy, very hard to work or communicate with, very very very not friendly, though I myself is not that friendly at least I still know how to smile. Euwww no use asking them anything, get scold lagi some more. Huhu wadehel. Apa boleh buat..

But thanks God, luckily I am put under someone very nice I am instantly falling in love with and around few other collegues my age that sure can understand each other better than those old school ladies. We are in the same boat, die together gether. Haha. Well at least they always make my day. I have them to ask for help, most importantly ada teman untuk bermanja manja. teheeee.

Eh, What happen to time anyway? Today is exactly my 1st month working there, but it feels like just yesterday I went for interview. Somehow I see few people around me is missing and more to come. Ah, why is every one want to leave? A friend said don’t get involve too much with people, you will become frustrated to let go. I just can’t resist, I am really in love with these few nice colleague of mine.

I really do T_T”